being a NOBODY can be pretty Tireing

my friend is vry popular. and i am not. i am a friend to a very popular girl. c that? ppl chat wif u jz 2 get her information. great right? imagine its all about her her her...hello? its faye u are chatting wif not her~! u think u are chatting wif a person who cares about u just the same as he cares about ur fren. and it wasn't true. he is treating her way better than he is treating you. wake up! lol...haizz..

God is good, all the time~

2day hor, go fren de house ma, gt party ma,then we watch tv. then the auntie go upstairs ma, then c dao upstairs is in a TOTAL MESS ! then, realized is thief go in lo...then hen papa lo...then thank God that the thief onli steal 1 thing onli+ didnt cum down or hurt us or aniting. it was a real blessing...^.^...2day is the day may they all in bintulu...vry bu she de erh...wanna hug them but dun dare...haizz...go kl oo....so far away...juz hope and pray that will still c then often lor....^^
really luv her + her family oo...such nice & warm ppl...^^ ....such a pity tat they are going ( to us)..but to them...it may be a wonderful blessing...they must be use strongly by God...^o^...
pray + hope God will protect them and bless them wherever they r...they are like angels to us..^^....

haiz...today gt marah ppl erh...waiya...they so diao yang 4 wad lerh?? i ming ming jiu yao eat de mar, then bu shuang bu shuang zai na li yao dan qiu qian wor...me on the swing erh...so goyang goyang de lo....T.T....dat time so ke lian wor...my pizza fall on the floor...PLAK!....=.=...so ps ....then they there gek me lo..waiya..so very angry lo.... but then after tat ok le la...

haizz....i tink vv + shuai ge like ou ou erh....so many ppl like de ou ou....so shuang...leng lui jiu shi zhe yang lo...^^...................................................................sui ran sumtimes will sien ...but yi xia then ok le....T.T

kk...stay happy....b nice...+u...God bless u...^o^

不孤单的寂寞

有些人，都认为孤单和寂寞没什么差的…其实，是有的。孤单=没有人在身旁陪伴，没有朋友。 寂寞=感觉在自己的一个人世界里，旁边虽有很多很多人，但，感觉上，自己还是那么的寂寞…

在学校，我不出名，不可爱，不是美女，没有很有钱，没有很吸引人，就那么普通，那么平凡。可是，我真的很开心我一群非常好的朋友…原以为，会过得像六年级那样，可是，一切都不同了~说真的，我其实没有很喜欢看帅哥，只是上了中学，被朋友影响了，不得不看。因为她们的爱好就是看帅哥…（=.="....)..what can i do? lolz...也许就是因为她们喜欢看帅哥，所以，跟帅哥特别好~(kekez...real owrh..) 每次，我们一起走，都会有男生叫他们。（是一定的事！！）

一路上忽然忽然会有人叫：“嘉莹！”
又忽然忽然会有人叫：“思思，XX喜欢你！”（够坦白……=,=)
then,有忽然会有人讲：“莉莉！我等你很久了~！”(waiseh, 几肉麻~~（0.o ）him...）
忽然有会有人说：“文文，你的名叫文文蛤？”（冷掉……可以去做冰箱了~）

够力吗？够吧？哈哈……每次呢，就是酱…我呢？不是躲在他们全部后面（因为我不想当爱迪生~），就是突然走得特别快，然后坐在前方的有一张椅子上，等那些超受欢迎的小姐们+要kao她们的男生漫步走到我这里来。

每次，都是这样的。有时候，总会觉得那么一点的寂寞，那么一点地想跟朋友们一样。我会觉得自己很不能fit in,好像配不上我朋友那样。而且，我也没本钱去kao zai! 不懂啦！我就是会那样想。跟他们走在一起，难免会感到自卑！

可是，那是以前。我懂我朋友看了，会来跟我道歉~我在这里先申明，我不要收到你们的道歉哦！（尤其是ngen ou ou)不管什么，朋友还是朋有。你们也懂的，我说了，就算了。让它过去吧~^_^

希望，我天天开心。^.^ 加油~！

TiReD!

2day i went dancing at skul lar...3 hours is pretty tiring...nt juz pretty tiring...its VERY TIRING...MAJOR!! whoa....quite sienzz...cz hor...we dance dao half half de ma...then we 8 gals together cipta other half mar....then they discuss discuss hor then suddenly 1 gal call me:"ei wei qing, yao yi qi xiang oo~"oo...kk...think lor...=.=...then i gt think dao mar..when i wanna talk, its like nobody heard~XIAO LA!!ask me think sendiri dun wan listen...ki xiao ar~~if nt cz my mum, wo zhao jiu fan lian liao lo~! haizz...lily sad sad de...so kelian~jz hope she can happy agn lo..(^ 0 ^)

at home, gor got studying and his mood is NO GOOD...sienz..my mood oledi bu gou hao liao...ta hai jiang~lolx... nvm la...then jeremiah( tims' frend) de baba come pick him home liao lo~then hor, popo ask me open da gate agn...sien...ben lai is not me de hor~! oledi november liao...is boy open gate de hor!( odd number months is my brothers open the gate, even number de is me lorh..) haizz..but still is me open...cz tim is upstairs, gor gor is downstairs studying...if i call gor gor ho..then popo will scold me say"go go zai du shu! bu yao chao ta la~ ni mei you zuo shen me, ni qu kai la~!" wakao... like tis oso can...but mei ban fa...she is popo..nt same...better not quarrel...jz pretend to smile & sigh at da same time...then go open lor...^.^'....

even though there are many unhappy things tat happen tat i am very sienz of...but....i came to serve...so...no complains...^^

+u+u o me....haha
happy everyday~~^_^

Im just...Confused...=(

hi there...jz made my blog...1st post..haha..



actually..im facing a problem..haha....i did tell my friend...but...she is speechless...=.="

tis is quite a sensitive topic actually...

some of my friends have bf le~

at 1st..i nvr dreamt of having 1 until highschool...i was pretty simple-minded back then...

lolx..^~^'...well..but i wanted 2 have 1....(even though nobody wanted me~XD)

its true bahrx...^^ and i promised myself, if im ever gonna 2 have one, (its jz 'if'~!)

im goin 2 tell my mum...^^

sounds crazy, doesn't it?

it isn't a joke...i made a promise and i hope 2 keep it..^^

and then, i met tis guy...lets call him vv...

my frend liked him last time, not now..haha...

back then, i didnt really had feelings 2wards him...

but now...aiyah duno la....

i jz hope ppl who had seen tis post wont gek me about it...thx ya..^^



i don wanna study....

i dun hav de mood la....

but i hope 2 revise b4 exam...

help me God....

pls..^^